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A weekend to remember (Japan Day)
I‘m not quite sure how to process today. In fact I’m not quite sure how to process this weekend or anything that has happened to me recently.
It seems one thing after another seems to be happening for me at full speed – and I am absolutely happy to hang on for the ride!
Today was, of course, Japan Day, which I think is the biggest date on the Japanese musician’s calendar. I know quite a few people playing at Japan Day, including the amazing guitarist Aki and the ridiculously fun band Super Jellyfish (pictured) which I sadly couldn’t see much of because I had to rush home.
For me though, the Japan Day process started a little early. I have been filming with NHK for the past three days. I guess they find a kiwi singing Japanese songs interesting, so they decided to do a segment on my Japan Day show. They came to my work, my house, my rehearsals. It’s so surreal having a camera in the places you call normal!
The main reason they were here however was for the act ‘Jay’ed’, who has become quite a sensation in Japan from what I can gather. He had quite a crowd gathered and they did those awesome hand gestures that only Japanese people do at Japanese concerts. It made me happy to see. He had some smooth tunes, too. I was impressed.
I hired this guy to be my ‘manager’ for the day, because in my experience, doing everything for yourself on the day of a show is a little difficult. He really stepped into his role – even pulling me away from a stall once to attempt to make me do vocal exercises. Vocal exercises are kinda embarrassing in public.
Preparing backstage was pretty cool. I was able to watch the taiko drummers, jugglers and martial artists rehearse. I played a few chords for my friends and tried to warm up my voice (to no avail). I was not nervous, though I was a little bit manic at this point. I met Aki (guitarist) and we managed to get through our soundcheck on stage.
Our setlist for the day consisted of the following:
1. Heaven’s Kitchen – Bonnie Pink
2. Poltergeist – Shiina Ringo
3. It’s You (original song)
4. Toire no Kamisama – Uemura Kana
I think it mostly went well. Though I don’t feel nervous, sometimes the nerves sneak attack me and affect my vocal chords. Thankfully it didn’t impact too much this time.
The crowd wasn’t really that big, but a few of those people in the background sat down for the show. Two little girls were dancing in kimonos in the front, and that to me is the most adorable thing ever.
After the show, I headed backstage where I was to meet and be interviewed by Jay’ed. He seemed like a pretty nice, down-to-earth guy. It must be surreal for him though – TV cameras followed him everywhere he went.
At some point he said to me, “we have a gift for you today. A very famous Japanese musician has left a video message for you.”. At this point, my heartrate was going at about a million miles per second.
Sure enough – KANA UEMURA (singer of Toire no Kamisama) had left a LONG video message saying, in her sweet way, how much she enjoyed my cover of her song and how she wants to come to NZ.
Needless to say, I was absolutely floored.
I don’t think I really deserve all of these opportunities that have been afforded to me. To even perform is such a privilege beyond my imagination. To have anything beyond that is just too much for me to process. I am so lucky and blessed to have had the experiences I have had this weekend.
It’s going to be weird going back to real life tomorrow, but I will always carry this weekend in my heart. It has motivated me to do more, become more, reach more people. I want to take my music to the next level. If you’ll let me, I want to create something great.
Coming soon to Youtube – the next phase of CaityJayMusic.
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Musician Tips, Tricks and Tutorials: How to write a song!
When I first developed an interest in music, songwriting was something I was very keen to break into. However I was 14 or so at the time, and I was fresh from music class where they taught me that the only way to write music is to have a staff, lines on a paper and years of theory under your belt. Ten years and many songs later, I know this is definitely not the case!
So how does one get into songwriting? In truth, there are so many methods out there, and different methods work for different people. I’m going to share with you what I’ve tried in the hopes that it might spark an inspiration. If any of you have some more tips or thoughts, please add them in the comments section below!
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When songwriting, it’s a good idea to develop what I call a ‘base’. This is the method through which you will construct your song. When I was 15, my ‘base’ was my friend playing random chords on the guitar while I created spur-of-the-moment melody lines on top of what she was playing. Now that I have some guitar skill of my own, I usually play my own chords and sing whatever is on my mind that fits. Trust me - you don’t need extensive music knowledge for this. Theory flies over my head. So long as you can be creative and think of a tune of your own, you can write a song.
There are other base methods to try. Some people use a piano instead of a guitar. Music software can be used, and these can create MIDI chords and melody lines (beware: some of these have a steep learning curve). When I was ten years old, I created songs just by singing melody lines into thin air. Do what works best for you, but try to experiment to keep your mind open as to how you will write your song.
I personally don’t think you need to have an idea, musically or lyrically, before creating a song. For my song ‘It’s You’, I pulled it completely out of thin air (or rather, from the depths of my imagination) and it happened to be based on a town I had just visited. I didn’t know what I was going to be writing about before I started, but I’m pretty happy with the result.
If you are having trouble starting however, think about something that inspires you. Sometimes the best songs come out of events you have strong feelings about. I remember someone telling me once about a musical couple who broke up before a music competition. They both wrote their best songs about the break-up, and ended up placing first equal with those songs. Kind of a funny and coincidental anecdote, but it demonstrates the point.
In a musical sense, you can absolutely craft a song based around one melody line that has popped into your head. I’ve done it before, and it has the potential to work extremely well.
TIP THREE: Believe in what you produce.
I am guilty of this one. I will write a song one day, be very excited and want to release it straight away, and then the next day I will absolutely despise it. I think it’s a trap that is more common than we realise. I’ve grown to believe that, for me at least, I need to release a song as soon as I write it for fear that the next morning I will bury it and it will never see the light of day.
I think though that if you can honestly say that your song has come from your heart, you can believe in it. It’s true, some songs you produce will be better than others. At the end of the day though, what constitutes a ‘good’ song is so subjective. My favourite song I’ve written is ‘It’s You’, however many people have told me they prefer ‘Going It Alone’ – a song I’ve relegated to the b-sides of my songwriting collection. You never know what people will think, so why not give it a shot?
Every musician has a tendency. A ‘tendency’ in this sense means a melody line they automatically default to, or a style to which they subscribe. I think tendencies are worth fighting. If you feel like all of your songs are sounding the same, maybe it would be worth looking into shaking it up and trying something completely different.
When I first began songwriting, sometimes I would try writing a broadway tune or something jazzy just to try something different. I wouldn’t write those kinds of songs seriously, but it’s good to have that sort of practice and flex your musical chops.
TIP FIVE: Always carry a recording device.
This is an absolute staple. I have lost whole songs and pieces of inspiration solely because I didn’t have a method to take them down. Usually the human brain is not forgiving when it comes to tunes you have created yourself. If you think ‘I’ll remember this tomorrow’, in my experience, chances are you’ll forget it as soon as you hear another piece of music.
It’s a good idea to carry around a small tape recorder, or if you have one, a smartphone to make a quick voice memo. I’ve mentioned before that I’ve written a song on a bus before simply with my voice recorder and a rhyming dictionary. You never know when an idea will strike, so it’s imperative to capture it when it does.
TIP SIX: Discover when you write best.
I had a teacher once who told me the following:
“When you are in your prime, you can do an hour’s worth of work in
10 minutes. When you are struggling, it can take 10 hours.”
Do you ever find that you can concentrate, be more creative or have more brainpower during certain times of the day? It’s certainly true for me, and I’ve learned to seek my ‘prime times’. If I’m writing a song and it is a lot harder than usual, I’ll abandon it for another time. If I’m writing a song and it is a lot easier/better than usual, I’ll try to write as much as I can during that time. The human brain can be a fickle thing, and music can either be a fulfilling or frustrating experience. Thankfully, this can be worked around.
TIP SEVEN: Don’t necessarily follow rules.
I mentioned above about how when I was in school they taught us set methods and theories to write songs. If you work best under those types of restrictions, that’s great. For me however, without a shred of musical knowledge or theory aptitude, it was incredibly restricting.
I write on instinct. You can too, if that’s how you work best. If you’re more creative than logical, give instinct a go. Songs aren’t necessarily limited to verse, chorus, verse, chorus, bridge, chorus. Try to write where you think your song is leading you.
TIP EIGHT: Consider writing with other people.
I have written most of my songs by myself. I have however, written a couple of songs with other people, and usually other people will suggest things that can defeat your tendency (see above: tip four). I have a song I have not yet recorded that is by far the best song I have in my early catalogue, and that was written with my sister.
Writing with others has drawbacks, however the advantages can definitely offset these. Consider finding some musical friends and making an afternoon of it. Not only can it be very productive, but it’s also a lot of fun too!
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That is what I have learned so far. Do you have any tips? How do you write a song? Anything I have missed? Leave any comments or questions below!
Beatnik Asia 2.0
I played a gig last night. It was fun. Really fun.
It was for Japanese music – as most of them are – and I included lots of Shiina Ringo – as I always do. The bands that played before me were amazing and I got to meet some fascinating people.
Not only that – this was my first opportunity to play live with another musician since my band days in 2006. Aki is an incredible guitarist, and he transformed my songs into something almost unrecognisable from what they were.
Funny thing was that music had taken a backseat for so long I had almost forgotten how to do it. My work has really taken a toll on the whole music business. I adore my job don’t get me wrong – and maybe therein lies the problem. I’m always taking on new tasks. New projects. All for my workplace.
Despite that, I have been writing. I posted a new song on Sunday that I wrote earlier that day:
I call this a step on the way towards where my music is going. It’s not where I want it to be yet, but it’s getting there.
I might do a revamp of the website and my goals for the new year. If I am staying in New Zealand next year (which might be likely) I want to really make a go of performing regularly. Here’s hoping I can.
Mada…
This week I posted a song, and I’d like to share a translation I found with you:
It’s about to begin, you’re going off to an era with no end
And leaving me here
I’m about to cry, when I open my eyes
Whether it’s a dream or reality, you’re not there
It was just me who thought it was love
I cry that I want to forget you, but
You’re still not gone, not a bit of you
The lovely smell of the back of your neck
An afterimage of that day I remember so well
Your tears, your voice calling me, they still…
You just laugh, trying to dodge the intent of those lonely words
When I ask for eternity, you don’t say yes, you just laugh
You were laughing by my side, while I didn’t know if you liked me or not
It makes me sad
Even so, I can’t hate you
I can’t make it a beautiful memory of the past
Even your lie that you wouldn’t hurt me
I’m searching for you
Still thinking of you
You said it was hard to find where you belonged
I wanted to be that place
You’re still not gone, not a bit of you
The lovely smell of the back of your neck
An afterimage of that day I remember so well
Your tears, your voice calling me, they still…
Influx
It has been quite a week for me. Some exciting things are happening in a lot of areas. My career, personal life and future plans are all moving forward very nicely, offering tons of opportunities along the way. The thing I am most excited about though, is how the music is progressing.
I posted my cover of ‘Carnation’ by Shiina Ringo last Tuesday, and since then it seems like I’ve had a lot more interest in what I do. The cover itself is sitting at 1116 views in four days, which is the fastest accumulation of views I have had ever (it might not seem much to some, but to put it in perspective – my average amount of views is probably 600 or so per video, my Marunouchi Sadistic cover took 9 months to reach 7000 views). I’m pretty stoked about that. I’m putting it down to God and Shiina Ringo. My website has also had an influx. I’ve received my first ‘Caity Jay’ search term (yay whoever did that!) and I’ve been linked to on 2chan, EMF and a Chinese website I can’t decipher. It made my day to discover those links. I was ecstatic.
Then the other day, this happened:
It BLEW MY MIND.
On closer inspection, you can see that it really isn’t very hard to all to reach number one in NZ (apparently 327 views’ll do it) but as a musician, hearing or seeing the words ‘number one’ really is very nice. I texted all my friends. I was so excited.
The thing I’ve been struck by the most this week though, is not the sudden increase in interest or titles. I’ve always said that I do music to create a dialogue – to connect with some awesome people who have the same passion for music. I’m so glad I have such awesome supportive friends on Facebook, Twitter and Youtube who have really made me grateful for the connections this week. You guys are awesome and I wouldn’t still be doing this without you. Thank you!
Song Associations
What is it about a song that can invoke a certain feeling, a memory, a scene? Why does this song remind me of this person, why does this song paint this story? It’s not always clear to me. I think though, that’s part of the adventure. The feelings I get from certain pieces of music stay with me for a very long time, and it’s always a surprise as to what my brain will associate a song with.
I had a moment like that yesterday. Shiina Ringo released a new single: ‘Carnation’. It’s always a good day when Shiina Ringo releases a new solo single. I got right onto transcribing it/working out the chords and here we have my cover version just for you:
When I sang this song, I thought a lot about flowers and the cherry trees that rest below Mt. Fuji. I had an incredibly still scene in my mind of blossoms, spilling petals, occasionally a child would break the stillness by playing amongst all the colour. Maybe this was created by my recent hanami trip, or maybe it’s just a fellow floral association springing from the title ‘Carnation. I don’t know. The brain is an odd thing. I even had a river within my still scene so I included recorded sounds from the river below my window. Quite a handy source of sound, that.
What associations are created for you? What kind of scene comes to mind? I’m particularly interested in those who don’t speak Japanese: what does the song mean to you? Take another listen. I’m about to give you some more information.
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This song was created as the theme song for a drama based on the life of a fashion designer in Japan. She died in 2006, leaving behind three daughters.
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It’s worth noting that the ‘carnation’ flower is not just a flower, but a symbol of death, funerals and grief.
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The music video features a lot of ethereal space/universe scenes, culminating in explosions of stars.
Let’s take a look at the lyrics (without bridge):
小さく丸めた
体は今
哀しみ隠し震えて
命を表してるのね
重く濡らした
瞼は今
喜び映す日のため
心を育ててるのね
何もいらない
私が今
本当に欲しい物など
唯一つ、唯、一つだけ
I have come up with a (very rough) English translation, and it is as follows (without bridge):
Curled up small
My body is now
Quivering,
Concealing my grief,
My mortality is on display.
Soaked in heaviness,
Behind my eyelids is now
Reflected
The joy of daytime,
So it can lift up my heart.
I don’t need anything
I am now
Only really in want of this.
Now my Japanese ability is not high enough for an accurate translation, but I have given it a go.
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So based on this information, I would deduce that the song is about someone who is in the midst of grief – the sentiment is the ‘carnation’ the person wears like a badge in the absense of the one they have lost.
That’s my interpretation, anyway. What do you think?

























